It is a story about me coincidentally met a really important person in my life. Years or even months after I write this down, there are two possibilities that might occur, whether I would just delete it or I would have a crooked smile while resting myself on a chair, but there is no way I will regret all the happiness or worst moment that was happened back then.
At first I was nervous, we were. I was from a planet called Mercury, a pale, an exhausted boy who never really likes stupidity until now, and she had been an earthling for quite long time. I only talked to people whom I liked, I never liked her. She was full of herself, I always saw something ambitious spacious inside her eyes, we were rival for two-three weeks, until I went for a language course, a free and cheap one. There she was, a really confused busy girl with her so-called important activities. I didn't really know why she was so likeable back then.
I rarely went back home early. We were frequently unintentionally bumping into each other, we had several occasions that required us to converse, I didn't really remember about the very first conversation, but I was sure that "How good is your metabolism?" question she injected to my head was really effective.
We didn't just jump into happily ever after conclusion like low-budget cheap chick-flick movies that wants to save budget on scriptwriting. It took almost a year to know what kind of feeling that was happening, we were really busy back then, we were always together, everywhere. Yes the feeling which I called overrated stupid delusional emotion, I really liked her back then, to have her around was just like an enlightenment. And with a little bit of rejection, I was right, it was just something that I wrongly analyzed, it was something else, it was just an emotion that came out from my own depiction, it was really my own romantic projection.
She was a bit out of her mind, and a month after that, she admitted that she realized that she might have a slight of chance of liking me back.
So now, I am trapped and destined to be with her, gladly. We sometimes are getting more ahead than today, sometimes we lose the presence in the present, sometimes we dream a bit too far, but most of our time we really are happy. To have such a constant happiness and surprise in your life, it is scary, at first. The only worst part about this is we are still young and the world crazily changes, revolves, and it will somehow start to teach you lessons here and there. So I write it down, to transform all the possibilities that might happen in the future, into something memorable yet timeless.
For the time being, let the future be unknown, and let the expectations die, all people ever really need to do is love like they have never been hurt. Cheesy romantic line isn't it?
At first I was nervous, we were. I was from a planet called Mercury, a pale, an exhausted boy who never really likes stupidity until now, and she had been an earthling for quite long time. I only talked to people whom I liked, I never liked her. She was full of herself, I always saw something ambitious spacious inside her eyes, we were rival for two-three weeks, until I went for a language course, a free and cheap one. There she was, a really confused busy girl with her so-called important activities. I didn't really know why she was so likeable back then.
I rarely went back home early. We were frequently unintentionally bumping into each other, we had several occasions that required us to converse, I didn't really remember about the very first conversation, but I was sure that "How good is your metabolism?" question she injected to my head was really effective.
We didn't just jump into happily ever after conclusion like low-budget cheap chick-flick movies that wants to save budget on scriptwriting. It took almost a year to know what kind of feeling that was happening, we were really busy back then, we were always together, everywhere. Yes the feeling which I called overrated stupid delusional emotion, I really liked her back then, to have her around was just like an enlightenment. And with a little bit of rejection, I was right, it was just something that I wrongly analyzed, it was something else, it was just an emotion that came out from my own depiction, it was really my own romantic projection.
She was a bit out of her mind, and a month after that, she admitted that she realized that she might have a slight of chance of liking me back.
So now, I am trapped and destined to be with her, gladly. We sometimes are getting more ahead than today, sometimes we lose the presence in the present, sometimes we dream a bit too far, but most of our time we really are happy. To have such a constant happiness and surprise in your life, it is scary, at first. The only worst part about this is we are still young and the world crazily changes, revolves, and it will somehow start to teach you lessons here and there. So I write it down, to transform all the possibilities that might happen in the future, into something memorable yet timeless.
For the time being, let the future be unknown, and let the expectations die, all people ever really need to do is love like they have never been hurt. Cheesy romantic line isn't it?
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